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Apotheosis of evil. I'm a baptised christian who doubts the existence of God. An avatar of anti-socialism who doesn't fit anywhere in humanity. I'm tired and lonely... the world is meaningless to me... I want to be forgiven for my sin against someone very dear. Yet that someone has become a mere memory, no longer an existence in my life. Endless lament... sorrow... because I was foolish and stubborn.

"I once tried to exploit the darkness within me. But I failed, and it backfired. I was lost in the darkness, and couldn't find the light."


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Sunday, September 19, 2004

Hmmmmm. I think this qualifies as another reason why I stopped believing. Another problem with christians? Look at this.

*hint hint personal setting ---> nickname contents*
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
hello there how are you
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
hiii
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
you personal setting is quite something...what are your trying to imply
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
My character
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
why should you describe yourself with such character...pls dont believe such a negative describtion of yrself
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
hmmmm
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
Dono leh.
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
you must get yourself out of such negative thinking...it is very self hurting..in a long run..unknowingly..you fall into satan trap
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
No la this is just for fun
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
such kind of fun is also no good. we are not perfect that is true very very true but we are not worthless...if not God wouldnt have to sacrifice Himself for us.. You are previous in God's and your mum's sight. and also many people whom you think that did not love you.
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
Ermmmmmmmm
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
I am teaching primary six...many of them are very negative! And I felt so sad! just hearing them talking bad about themselves. They are just my sunday school children and I feel so bad..can you imagine how their mum and dad think..and also how hurt is God!
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
It's a way of.. wallowing in self pity. Yeah.
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
ya i know..all hate school! stress by exam..and exam and result..verbalise it openly but let not the environment control us if you have done your best..dont care about others result you are competiting with yrself and not with others...it would feel good. if your have done your best..give yourself a pat and encourage yourself..at this moment of your live i must say o level is the most important..b
The private relationship of worshipping God is the great essential of fitness says:
but you thinking will change you are not going to stay like them..it will pass to the next phase of life...so take one day at a time and find time to enjoy your love ones...
[¤^ø*Kagou*ø^¤]©---Rough, ruthless, savage, vulgar, brutal, atrocious, and... and... a demon. {218} ヘ、キ says:
R.. Right..

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Holiness. Are they getting a little too serious over minor matters? Maybe there's really something wrong with me but... oh well.


he yawned again at 7:04 PM