Apotheosis of evil. I'm a baptised christian who doubts the existence of God.
An avatar of anti-socialism who doesn't fit anywhere in humanity.
I'm tired and lonely... the world is meaningless to me... I want to be forgiven for my sin against someone
very dear. Yet that someone has become a mere memory, no longer an existence in my life.
Endless lament... sorrow... because I was foolish and stubborn.
"I once tried to exploit the darkness within me. But I failed, and it backfired. I was lost in the
darkness, and couldn't find the light."
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I realized that during my tremendous amounts of preparation for the O Levels (Yar right) I had forgotten my thanking ceremony for my birthday. Ah yeah. Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to Kagou~~~~ 人生无趣啊。
And the number one to wish mi happie birthday is my daaaaaaa-ling jie. 姓王的！谢谢你啦！
Following up is my di(mei?) Sarah~~~ Thanks to you also!
2nd runner up issss Yihui~~~ Who intended to sms as 12 and fell asleep and woke up at dono what time. Eh I feel very disappointed lea. I've been in an all boys' school for 10 years of my life and what is this?! All girls! Sigh. Sad ah.
But hey!!!! No. 4 is a guy!!! Woohoo!!! Brian my tuition teacher!!! I have to admit, I've never relied on a single teacher in St. Andrew's Secondary, so I'm truly grateful to him, he's helped me cross many many hurdles in life. Not only is he a teacher, but also my friend. If he would stop using the TYS as a weapon and bludgeoning my head with it.
...so there are no guys my age who actually remembered my birthday. Actually I didn't remember until my jie asked me about it. Hmmmmm. Nevermind.
Number 5 ah... either don't have or don't remember (Sorry to whoever you are!!!)
That marks the end of the thanking ceremony. And now~ ONLY 4 DAYS LEFT TO 5 MONTHS OF LIBERATION!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEA!!! MOERUZE BURNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But by the time I exit my brain cells would have all been burnt as well. It's sad. Ah well, I'd like to 发泄 a little on my personal problems actually but... it'd have to wait until after 'O's. Currently my priority is what lies ahead of me. I hope I can maintain that mindset.
[Originally supposed to be song lyrics here. But alas, boxup.com happens to be down, and I don't really favour the english songs out there (sorry fans of er. linkin park or whatever. heh.) So this section's gonna be empty ;__________;)
This post's kinda short. 不管了。
he yawned again at 6:53 PM