Apotheosis of evil. I'm a baptised christian who doubts the existence of God.
An avatar of anti-socialism who doesn't fit anywhere in humanity.
I'm tired and lonely... the world is meaningless to me... I want to be forgiven for my sin against someone
very dear. Yet that someone has become a mere memory, no longer an existence in my life.
Endless lament... sorrow... because I was foolish and stubborn.
"I once tried to exploit the darkness within me. But I failed, and it backfired. I was lost in the
darkness, and couldn't find the light."

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T_T man I'm realli useless. Can't take horror movies. Sighhhhhhhhhhh.
But some scenes soooooo scarryyyyy~~~!!! *sniff* After the movie and during the movie I was still okie I guess... but then it started at night around 7+.. had to walk alone in the dark. I tend to hallucinate quite a bit. And ya, timid mi got scared hahaz.. after that I was home alone until past midnight~ and there were weirdy sounds coming from downstairs too!
But thank God, even then, half the time my mind was being occupied with other stuff, just that there were those thoughts coming in out of nowhere.. so I still got quite frightened I guess. Ah well. Hmmm just felt like blogging this random post...
he yawned again at 4:16 PM