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Friday, August 11, 2006

I'm feeling in a pretty good mood I guess =)

Why is that? Because.. I won $60 from my family in a mahjong game on national day! HAHAHAHA THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I WON ANYTHING AT ALL! I'VE BEEN ON A LOSING STREAK MY ENTIRE LIFE WITH THESE PEOPLE! $$$! 钱比命重要！Money more important than life! After I went flat broke on all the birthdays and other stuff, I feel so happie to be $60 richer! x)

And also because I actually studied more than 2 hours on my own accord muahahah! It's such a miracle. When I'm home alone my chances of studying are so.. slim. Probably won't get much work done, if any at all =P It's nice to study with someone.. nice to study with her. I dono why she's so particular about her talking to herself while studying though, I personally don't mind hahaz. If possible I actually wanna study with her more often.. it's productive really, and there isn't much time left till the 'A's, so I think we both lazy people should make each other study.

But what made mi realli realli happie was her company I guess.. there realli isn't once that I felt uncomfortable with her.. she's fun to eat with, study with, be with.. and that '从来没人对我这么好过耶…' That one sent me to Cloud.. er, 21

当这世界已经准备将我遗弃
像一个伤兵被留在孤独荒野里
开始怀疑我存在有没有意义
在别人眼里我似乎变成了隐形
难道失败就永远翻不了身
谁来挽救堕落的灵魂

每次一见到你心理好平静
就像一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
我又能活下去我又找回勇气
你的爱像氧气帮忙我呼吸
我又能呼吸我又能呼吸

你就是不愿意放弃
生命充满乱七八糟的问题
像走在没有出口的那个迷宫里
oh no 一次又一次只会用借口逃避
怎么你从来没对我彻底的死心
我有何德何能值得你珍惜
为何你对我有求必应

每次一想到你像雨过天晴
看见一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
是那么的美丽就像一个奇迹
让我从倒下的地方站起

woo....只要一靠近你
就觉得安心
你看着我的眼没有怀疑
你对我的相信
让我又能重生
不管世界多冷我还有你我有你

爱我这样的人对你来说不容易
我的痛苦你也经历
你是唯一陪我到天堂与地狱

每次一想到你像雨过天晴
看见一只蝴蝶飞过了废墟
我能撑得下去我会忘了过去
是你让我找回新的生命
yeah..每次一见到你就心存感激
现在我能坦然面对自己
我会永远珍惜我会永远爱你
在我心底的你的位置没有人能代替
yeah 你就是那唯一

he yawned again at 9:24 AM