Apotheosis of evil. I'm a baptised christian who doubts the existence of God.
An avatar of anti-socialism who doesn't fit anywhere in humanity.
I'm tired and lonely... the world is meaningless to me... I want to be forgiven for my sin against someone
very dear. Yet that someone has become a mere memory, no longer an existence in my life.
Endless lament... sorrow... because I was foolish and stubborn.
"I once tried to exploit the darkness within me. But I failed, and it backfired. I was lost in the
darkness, and couldn't find the light."

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Been a while since I last blogged.. after the previous bottom of my life post.. I'm trying to be optimistic I guess.. at least I haven't had any issues with loansharks for a while.. at least now my grandma is safe.. and well I realli cheered up a lot after having this break from school and after efforts from numerous people.. thanks a lot, realli.. Haha I'm going to die for prelims and all though because I realli realli took the time to de-stress and all. Going to just console and amuse myself by blogging some amusing stuff..
Let's start with the chain mail the day before.. 'If you repost it, something will happen to you at approximately 1.42pm tomorrow. Get ready for the shock of your life.' *thinks back about yesterday* Let's see.. what happened at 1.42 pm yesterday was..
-KFC-
Kenny : *points to the top*
Me : *looks up*
Kenny : Family feast!
Me : 2 of us?
Kenny : Er.. ya.
Me : You joking arh.
Kenny : *silent*
Me : ...actually I don't mind.
Kenny : Er.. okay.
Me : Let's go.
*1 person half the popcorn chicken, 2 medium potato/coleslaw, 2.5 piece nugget, 4 pieces of chicken (there were no ribs, and we didn't want the drumstick, so in the end all 8 pieces turned into thigh, 1 hour later everything was cleared without external assistance*
The rest : ...you 2 crazy ah?
...so... the shock of my life was the amount we ate? Okay.. amazing..
Next is the legendary conversation I had with my jie.. very interesting..
-1-
Jie : Our prime minister the Lee.. Lee.. Lee..
Me : Lee Hsien Loong?
Jie : Yup!
Me : ...you don't know the name of our PM?
Jie : Cannot izzit!
Me : Very amazing..
Jie : He also dono me why should I know him!
Me : ...
-2-
Jie : I'm not a slacker! I just don't get any work done!
Me : Huh? Wait let me get this clear.. you're not a slacker, but you don't get any work done.
Jie : Yup.
Me : Slacker.
Jie : I'm not!
Me : What's the difference?!
Jie : Well slackers they.. they got do some work..
Me : ...so aren't you like worse than a slacker?
Jie : What are you trying to prove?
Me : I don't know, what are YOU trying to say?
Both : ...
Baka jie hurss. She's the onli girl that I can bully. Others bully me. Speaking of which,I find that I'm constantly bullied by girls. Girls like to make me run errands for guitar club.. *coughprescough* Girls like to whack me on my back and shoulder *coughshijiecough* Girls like to scream down the phone, hang up on me, scold me, ask me to deliver duck rice, etc etc *coughcough* Hmmm well.. I guess I don't mind these ba honestly.. saying for fun hahaz.
he yawned again at 1:27 PM