Apotheosis of evil. I'm a baptised christian who doubts the existence of God.
An avatar of anti-socialism who doesn't fit anywhere in humanity.
I'm tired and lonely... the world is meaningless to me... I want to be forgiven for my sin against someone
very dear. Yet that someone has become a mere memory, no longer an existence in my life.
Endless lament... sorrow... because I was foolish and stubborn.
"I once tried to exploit the darkness within me. But I failed, and it backfired. I was lost in the
darkness, and couldn't find the light."
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Immobilized. Dumb sunburn. Sigh. Moral of the story? Play tennis with your shirt on or when the weather is must better ;___; But I just wanted to be tanned more evenly :( That was on friday though. Much better now (thanks to papa's aloe vera gel!), hoping to get back to training soon! Muhahaha, my plans to lose weight are headed in the right direction *beaming*
After 2 weeks of work, I'm finally able to entertain myself in my first rally x) Yeah, my sensei is probably holding back, but it's a step forward! And I only lost 2 balls these 2 weeks! (Okay, I lost 4. But I found 2 that others lost!) Sadly though, half the remaining balls in the basket don't bounce properly anymore.
Time for another 100 ball shared purchase? :)
Labels: Fat, Random Ramblings
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